You must forgive, understand how much better you would feel when the pressure has been lifted Not how many times you have drifted, by people that hurt you and did you wrong. Remember the pain wont last long. That anger and hate you have built up for someone feels like a monstor chewing at your soul, Don't become who hurt you, don't let it tear down your world. It's okay to cry and get upset, You always seem to say "I'm fine" I bet. But you're strong, whatever you are going through wont last long. Forgive those not because they need to be but do it for you, Don't let people have that advantage over you making you feel blue. Forgive to reassure yourself that you're better than this. The blessing you will receive can't compare to that karma list. Keep your head up, you can conquer any battle that comes your way. You just gotta take it step by step each day.