I'm strong!
I may not believe it or feel it,
But i got that courage deep inside to lit.
Been through so much, cried repeatedly and broke down emotionally.
It hurt so much and tortured me,
But I realized I choose my destiny.
Distancing myself from people and felt like dying.
Ripping myself to threads in the corner crying.
Yelled for help as I bruised my mind and heart,
until i became so shattered, I was lost.
Trying to search for someone that never existed, making everything all twisted.
I blamed it all on me,
I knew i'm strong enough but it was a defeat
Reflected myself watching me hurt.
Trapping myself in the dirt.
Fantasizing of being happy,
when all I had to be was me and remove the toxic people out my life.
I came this far, i can finally open up that door.
I am strong!
I'm starting to see it, to believe it.
Don't give up when times are rough.

-dpk