She loves being alone, she really does. Does one truly enjoy solitude? A word accompanied by such a dreadful, negative connotation? She always claimed to be a loner by choice, but was she really? Did she really have a choice? Or was it simply a mutual understanding, that she was not wanted or cared for? Alienation is simply a form of self-defence. She shut her doors to save herself. She loves being alone, she really does.