For a long time there has been a storm cloud over me. It is always raining, no matter what, sometimes when I'm with people it just drizzles, but other times it pours. And I'm drowning in the constant raincloud. And I always seclude my because I don't want to get other people wet with my downfall. And I often try to cope with it by holding an umbrella, but that never works because it's hard to stay dry when you're standing in a puddle. But when someone comes along with their own umbrella and an extra pair of rainboots, it's really nice because you can almost see a sun beam shine through you cloud and start to break it up, in hopes that there's a clear forecast in your future.