How many times must I go down the same road here .
How many times must I struggle on the same wounds here.
How many times does it take before I give you this here pain.
How many times must I go through this before I lay it down.
How many times before I take responbity for my mistakes.
How many times must I hurt like this, how many times must I.
How many times must I go through this before I get it right.
How many times must I suffer here, till I can finally move on.
How many times, O Lord till I finally learn from these things.
How many times must I punish myself for my sins O Saving God.