You're the curly thread that envelops my heart And sometimes it tightens it so much That beats become blue, Dark purple as the sky before the storm And like ripe blackberries hidden below The leaves colored like veins. Sometimes you let that the blood in the heart boils, You immerse into it up to your neck, You breathe the weight of my breath, You rinse yourself with the remains my views And with them I'm trying to find out The sound of your thoughts, The length of your touch And do you look back wen you pass by If you feel my presence. Sometimes you break my heart in half , Spilling red marks That burn skin and leave salty taste on the tongue. You melt it in the heat of your palm, You bite it like rotten apple And dream with it under the headboard, With your eyes open, Not knowing how much you actually Hurt me.