I been through so much sorrow in my past here Lord. There was even times when it pulled me deep under. But then you came and brought me back up here. Still the struggles that I once down there leave their mark. But even through these struggles are gone right now. I need to know feel the sorrow so that I may understand. What they are still feeling right now, one thing that I understand now. Was that what I went through then was not rejection but God had different plans. Plans that help me and others that live here on this planet earth.