it gives me a natural high
being next to you
holding you tight
watching you cry
knowing I’m the reason why.

i can’t help but love you,
there’s something here that won’t let me leave you,
while we sit in silence my minds racing,
heart pounding.


but you never loved me,
it’s a game to you,
playing me like a doll.

i make excuses for you
hoping one day you’ll fall for me,
loving me as much as I love you.