a wanting body survives in a dream never forgotten
to be real   alive a correct being who survives
the daily life of  aquatints knowing what each person thinks of ya
learning to use it against them or is that love and friends
building your life in society a world to rule the other wanna be
using all of my senses the music  the art  the books my bike
baseball swimming exercise vs none
making my being be modern sports car oceans mountains all
leading the pack living all the illusion
coming back to reality stronger in the face of
lifes  journey  alive means more then love to me
burning energy the thrill of being all
win by paying  the bills letters of certificates completed
now free to contemplate the freedom of life
I write these words to glorify the nature of being
white self contained bill payer no debts on people to collect
against me slept in my car for 10 years to avoid reality
I strode thru life surley  posture ***** breathing complete breaths
knowing a being with in me cosmic consciousness
the collected consciousness of humans
believing life is real good
my heart runs over onto my sleeves dripping the  blood
onto humanity the beggar pleading to be held up
for being alive alone in self contained writings
my years have left all
I have known in caskets or cremated in flames
I am happy to know the dreams of a boy
lived in a man a survivor in the calamity
of time a jest is not within me
the reality of life is ever lasting
eternity....to know this life again
the body is alive radiating goose bumps prevail
to tell the living from the dying
a society out grown yet the life remains
in love tears of memory
the great ocean full each wave
a remembrance of bounty
in love of life....   gjmars 5/30/15