a very prominent philadelphia actor is still asleep next to me i can't find my meteor construction lurks outside bang bang bang he is stirring i was everywhere last night isn't it bizarre how memory works? images rushing back like waves on a shore who were we last year? who were we last night? I was so moved by terrible art masturabatory over romanticization of the highest pain **** i amaze myself by how nice i can be sometimes i hate being nice life doesnt imitate art whoever said that was a ******* idiot