I can't wait to leave. Parts of you will be scattered and left everywhere and I'll make sure to leave them there. I won't have to endure the pain every morning and night and I'll leave those fragments of your heart that you gave me in the dirt in different parts of the country, possibly in the world someday. Maybe then someone will see them and water them like seeds, because they failed to grow inside of me, which is why I need to leave.
More and more excitement grows inside of me everyday, I can't wait to get away from everything, including myself.