She was drowning in a pool of thoughts Trying to silence who she was
Left and right She had always been confronted with Nothing but illusions of happiness
She was told happiness was a choice Logic then indicated that Depression was a choice too And her choice , her choice was always depression
It was something about the pain That soon became a ******* game
The adrenaline , the rush , the insomniac nights They had all became a habit It was the source of her writing The source of her life It was addictive It was a drug she loved getting high off of It had become her best friend, her companion For it was always around Anxiety was her cousin
She had learned to love them both She embraced them I mean how could she not when they were the only ones who were always around when no one else was
Time obliged her to learn how to conceal her depression She had mastered it And no one had a clue
She thought to herself one night Asking the awakened sky Why it seemed that she needed depression to survive Why she needed depression to get by When all she ever wanted was to ******* strive