If I could change the past and take back what I said/did I would. But “if,”, “would,” and “could” are things I could only hope for. I’ve already tried to mend the damage that I have done now I can only hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I can promise you that I won’t ever recklessly misplace your love and affection again. It was wrong, stupid, and immature of me to do what I did. And now that I see how much my actions have hurt you, I know that I can’t bear to see you unhappy. Words will never suffice as the only apology for what I have done but I sincerely wish that it could start the healing process.....  Treat me like the monster you claim I am if it makes you so proud.. . and happy it feels good inside doesn't it....