If I were just a number you wouldn't love me I'd be just another future dead body I know you'll break some day I've been waiting for it, still am, And I'm hoping it doesn't hurt like a mortal wound It probably will, but that's okay I'm hoping that it'll **** me I'll just get the cynder blocks, the rope, and visit the bridge overlooking the lake My heart will beat fast with the last breath I take I'm hoping that you'll **** me You're the only one I wouldn't mind murdering me