If you were to tell me seven years ago
I'd be as happy as I am now
I would have laughed in your face
and asked you "How?"
If God hadn't taken control of certain situations
and just left me all alone
I probably wouldn't be here right now
listening to my favorite song
If I hadn't given up cutting
would I still be alive
or would my teenage wish come true
to go through with suicide?
Life is full of what if's
but there's one thing I've learned
it's okay to not have all the answers
things always happen as they should