designated washer, scrubber, some dirt, brown burnt fire marks, impervious to edgy pads, now, aged into the very being of our cooking hardware
can only be removed by human fingernail
as I scrape away residues of years gone by, mine tears amalgamate in the soapy waters beneath my bent head
for I cannot remiss/remove the oldest, burnt, bottom of the pan, stains between us, not with embraces, nor with whimsy recollections, certainly not with our fingernails...