finally when i can't think of a reason to hate, or a reason to cry i can just smile. i can realize finally that my past is my past and people can't hurt me if i don't let them. he can't see inside of me anymore, he can't touch my skin, or persuade me with his words. he is gone from my life. and now, i thankfully have you who won't be the cause of my tears, who won't promise forever only to let me down who won't "love" me but will just love me