Standing at the top. I wonder if I'll fall. really. I want to fall. to be, broken. I want the world to stop. really. I want to be seen. to be, wanted. I want a friend to listen. really. I want a lover. to be, loved. In the end. I. walk away. really. I just stop typing. to. maybe die.
This is what I think when I stand at the top of my stairs.