Waking up and 6 A.M.
I open the curtains to the let the sun shine into my room
every thing looks brand new
I slept alone for the first time in awhile
woke up with a big huge smile and I don't know why
I feel so alive.
All the things that weighed me down
I just let them go
took control of what I was running from
now I'm looking through the lens of a world that seems much brighter
everywhere I go, every step I take just feels lighter
I feel like I'm walking on cloud nine
for the first time in my life I'm convinced that I will be just fine
I'm no longer scared of the world that's out there
it feels pretty **** good to be back in my own skin
it feels good to not cry myself to sleep
it feels wonderful to look in the mirror and be proud of what I see
So many changes I'm going through
but I'm not changing for anyone else
I'm changing for me.