So many things we left unsaid
you are a beautiful soul
a wretched animal
a first love
my dearest friend
my love
we both know it had to come to an end


My love, so many things we did not say
you are the clouds to my sunshine
the rain on my birthday
the bruises underneath my clothing
the feeling of being whole in my heart

My love, i wish we never had to be a part
my first love, but not my last
you are forever mine
or at least the biggest part of my past

My love, where did we go wrong
what could we have done better
did we shatter eachothers souls, or only slightly dent them

My love, i never wanted to say goodbye
you are the birds that chirp when the sun just begins to peak
you are the softest blanket that covers me when i sleep

My love, tell me now, what happened?
where did we go wrong?
were you really who i thought you were?
I cant be so delusional, for none of it to be real
and i know that you know, exactly how i feel

my love, what if we tried it again?
What if once again i could call you my bestfriend?
What if...

Life does not allow for what ifs
Life is only now
So this is goodbye my love
Time to finally let go
One thing i can say, is that together we did grow

So goodbye my love, i swear this is my last
You will forever be the sunny days of my past