They keep asking me would you take him back
would you take him back if he did change his mind
Reluctantly I respond yes
reluctantly I know I'd forgive him in a millisecond
if given the chance
which I know will never come because of my
drinking habits
and reluctance to be alone for more than a couple nights;
I still can't eat
I still can't sleep
will this ever change or will I forever regret
letting him slip away