There is no light at the end of the tunnel for me
All I see is darkness
Darkness and depression clouds my mind forcing the last light in my soul to give up and submit.  
I'm just a slave of my own thoughts  
I tried hoping.
But the worse is there is no hope.

I never wanted any of this
Is this fate?
All I feel is me falling down in a deep and dark abyss
Where I will never be able to get up again.