i want you twisted around my finger
around my hand around me
i want your mind i want your soul
i want your blood i want your body

i want to break you let me hurt you
let me rip your mind apart
let me sew your skin back together
give me your soul, give me your heart

we can bleed together you can rip out my tongue
we can sleep together in the morning sun
we can hate each other so intensely we die
we can love each other through the night

im ******* free falling im suffocating
im obsessed with you im intrigued im undone
i want inside your brain your life
i cant get the words off my tongue

i want to cradle you protect you
i want to adore you freely like you deserve
i want to shower you in affection
i want to wrap you up in soft words

But none of this is acceptable to say;
I can control myself, I can refrain.
Would you love me like this, a plastic, thin mask?
Would you love me when I hold the insanity back?

I am here then. I am genuinely untrue.
i am here then in love with but not loving you.
I am here then, my thoughts are pure as driven snow.
i am here then, I am sane, i am here for you.