I thought you knew that. I don't have the tools to tighten the nuts and bolts that are loose in your head. I can't help you. I don't have what you need, and I never will. So, sorry.
I know that I cant fix you, but I'm believing that now no one else can either.
You're hopeless, you're the only one who can help you.
You can't seem to get that through your skull.
I can't understand why and that is probably because mine is equally as thick.