Sometimes I think what I say isn't what I mean But I don't know the difference I've got such a messy head And I'm too worried about how to clean it best I spend hours plotting how I'll find the motivation to move But there's always a disruption once I get my groove I say I want my freedom but I don't know what that means Is it really freedom if you don't even know how to be And I act like I'm too good for anyone and that they all sicken me But the truth to that is that without them I wouldn't want to breathe