I always see in my dreams this theme of long stretches desert flat sand colored plains baked ground with scraggly roots dried or wet salt lakes a punishing angry yellow sun that's the foreground and behind oil painted and smeared mesa or mountainous distant horizons I'm always traveling it's important where I'm going but I go nowhere in particular by foot or car sometimes horseback what am I looking for unconscious what are you telling me The other day I remember more clearly I was wearing my armor and wading through a field hip high reeds with water or a river to my left and as I walked I saw a gap in the foliage across the river was a figure, a person, wearing black they just stood there didn't move stared back and did nothing else but there was clearly menace and it ended