sleep is no escape to my swelling mind as dawn creeps in slowly while rest leaves me behind I can no longer find the comfort other may find inside their dreams instead my gaze is left to quietly shift among the shape shifting ceiling beams I'm not sure if lonely is the right word used to describe the nights I do spend silently awake but there is something missing from inside myself a vast emptiness that with sleep I could hope to slake otherwise their is no hope for this poor insomniac who daydreams in the night of the possibilities that will allow me to fall into deep slumber and spare me from their shallow pities I will close my eyes before the sun peeks over the wall above view and sleep becomes escape into dreams of you