I don't know if there is a right way to describe how I feel.
I know that I am starting to fall for him again.
And I know that I agreed to get back together with him.
And it's not that I regret doing that, I don't.
It's just that things ended before, and I was heartbroken.
I just don't want to feel that pain ever again.
And I know that I'm the most happy when I'm with him.
So what am I so worried and nervous about?
All I wanna do is hold his hand and spend time with him.
All the time that I can possibly get with him.
And I do hold his hand when I want to.
And he never hesitates to grab it since he wants mine too.
And sometimes I think about kissing him.
But I feel like it's far too soon for that, at least, right now.
I'm not even ready to say I'm in love yet.
And he's so sweet that he's letting me take my slow time.
He's not rushing me and respects me.
And he's already thinking about Senior Prom next year.
Maybe I just need to relax and breath.
Spend time with him and focus on how it feels to do that.
There's nothing to be worried about.
Not if I'm really happy, and I really am very happy now.
I guess I just need to relief some stress.
Maybe listening to some Taylor Swift will cheer me up :)