maybe because theres a voice always screaming in my head wish i was dead so many words yet none of them been said how many days been it since i slept  i think it was in december but i can't remember oh but I'm okay at least thats what my family says I'm alright but i know i want make it through another restless night everyday I'm in a fight I'm using all my might but I'm about to die and this **** aint a lie might as well try to  survive but who gives a **** i don't i know I'm dying  tho and this is the funniest **** to me looking death in the eyes and laughing in his face like this ******* life is a mistake so TAKE IT!