The ever smiling boy never frowned no matter what happened.
He just wanted to be a happy person
He was always there for others but others are never there for him.
But still he never stopped smiling
No matter how people hurt him backstab him
He still forgave and smiled.
But deep down in his heart
He's crying.
His soul slowly fading away
Deep down
He wants to die.
He wants to end everything
Yet.
He has no purpose to live in this world anymore
He cries himself to sleep every night
But in the morning he puts on smile again and lives on with a smile
He always wonders is it worth it to smile everyday even though no one appreciates.  
That one last spark of happiness is all that drives him everyday.
I wonder what will happen when that spark goes off.