you know, something in me wishes we were still friends. to tell you how happy i am now, and that my mother still doesn't pay much attention to me, but that things are better. you could tell me too how life is going for you, and id listen. like i always did, at 4AM, when we both knew we needed sleep. you know, i don't think about you often, but tonight i did. and something in me wishes we were still friends.