Douse my brain
In alcohol
Into the abyss
I slowly fall
I watch as stars
Pass me by
My arms hang limp
Too tired to fly
If I could grab
All the stars
Those near
And those far
White
Blue
Hot
Cool
I'd burn my skin
To bring them to you
But even stars
Cant make you love me
You don't care
That I'm falling
You wont be there
When I reach the ground
You wont hear
The gut wrenching sound
Of my bones cracking
Against the earth
Of my blood splattering
On the dirt
If there's such thing
As spirits and souls
I hope that mine
Dies with my bones