I was trying my best to explain just how I've been feeling lately. It is confusing to feel that you want to be alone, because around others you feel lonely. And feeling lonely is less than desirable. So how do I cure this type of loneliness? Do I just work through it and try my best to ignore the feeling of being lonely? Or do I allow myself to spend time in solitude and to figure out exactly who I am without all of the parts of you attached? I'm not sure what to do. But I guess I'll just keep going with the tides, they seem to know the way better than I do.