build this castle up high in the air envision if one day the person or people responsible for giving you life told you there was no longer any expectations or aspirations or goals to strive for your parents don't want you to be a successful doctor friends don't want you to be their giving tree your siblings don't expect you to be some all knowing peacekeeper you don't have to make anyone proud you can't disappoint anybody your one directive is to lie there and enjoy the sunsets and sunrises and low tides and high tides you would be pretty **** happy too