I'd like it to stop now

I'd like to be done

Ive decided I don't like hurt

I've decided that you burn

Those years ago
I thought you healed me
Closed away my anxiety.
I thought I needed you.
You told me you need me.
But I'm not your dog
I don't live for your pleasure.
Yes, I used to
But I think I've found clarity.
I can't live
With how you love me
I don't love
How you live with me.
I feel like we're not living at all
As I wait all day for one call.
But where the **** are you?
I DON'T KNOW.
You've broken my trust
Yet you still run the show.
What are our lives?
I wish I could love you tonight.
I WISH YOU WERE HOME
I WISH I WASN'T ALONE.
You've left me alone
You've left me wondering
    What is home?