This is the place where, as the poet said, "All is desert" and I am deserted so it is where I am sitting in a chair listening to a ticking clock and I crave some action like I thought I used to have and the phone rings so my heart rises only to sink as it is a charity wanting my money, but here comes the surprise - boredom is the transcendent thing that is the empty life of peace that is so beautiful, so as I am sitting here in this lighted desert I remember.