I seen my fair share of hardships in this life.
When I was younger I spent my time in the bars.
Trying to drink away my pain and sufferings.
But they were still there the very next day.
I spent time trying to escape myself and my pain.
But my pain and suffering kept following me everywhere.
The thing that I learn no matter how much I ran.
I could never escape my loneliness and being single.
I know now God shall have his plan for my salvation come about.
And if me being single makes it happen then I shall stay single.
For I can not have it both ways and so may his perfect plan for me happen.