and now she's hurt and she's screaming at me she needs to erupt the anger on someone other than him because he made her cry he made her sad he abused her and he treated her bad and now she's calling me and shouting asking questions i cant answer "why are doing this to me?!" she can't say this to him he won't apologize he won't listen so she vents out on me and pretends i am him a ritual of throwing stones to a man made of straw but she won't stone him apparantly he's made of copper no actually he's not because copper dents too he's just a bigger rock and i'm still a man of straw look how i fall the rocks are crumbling me every word she says in her trembling voice i feel her pain so much but i dont have a choice i have to listen to her i have to keep at it i'll take all her curses if it makes her feel better or if it solves anything i'm still echoing her in my head her pain has become mine but she was on the bus with her phone dying and i was at home silently crying
not my best work because honestly, i cant write more. i'm actually crying. i should never have left her.