i'm stuck in a state of nothing and I can feel my sanity slipping into the abyss of nothingness after all we are all broken people trying to understand even more broken misconceptions trying to piece together the world like a big jigsaw puzzle so we can try to understand things were too scared to even discover. So yes, i am stuck in a state of nothing because everything I've been taught everything I have learned has been worth nothing and nothing makes sense. nothing. Makes. Sense. we live on the lie that we control our lives.. but our lives control us and when you don't conceal the truth with fancy cars and trinkets you see life for what it really is