I feel so sad right now
I can’t help but shake
everything is falling apart
and it’s all due to a heartbreak
Everything is spinning slowly
I can’t even count my steps
I want to take a chance at moving on
but I’m not ready to do so just yet
so until I do I’ll keep busy
and I’ll try to do my own thing
I’m so tired of pretending to be happy
it doesn’t help with anything
I’m trying to stay focused on positivity
but it’s hard with all this *******
it makes me want to do something stupid
such as go back to old habits
I’m trying my best to be strong
but it’s getting to be impossible
I’m becoming something that I’m not
I’m no longer reliable
I just feel so helpless
I wish i wasn’t alive
I wish something good would happen
sort of like a neat surprise
but good things don’t happen to me
I’m not worthy of anything good
I’m just a ******* crazy girl
who’s constantly misunderstood
Maybe I’ll cut tonight
then I won’t be so sad
maybe I’ll bust a ******* vein
then I’ll stop feeling so bad