My words are bland compared to yours And that scalds me like fresh coffee on open skin
You're no cliché though despite your skinny jeans and catalogue fashion taste
I listen to your words like a gentle tinkling of a piano tune that erupts into a Bach symphony.
The heavy weight of your words crush me. I fight for breath and recently I've realised I'm the only one not strong enough to hold them up.
So at night I realise the sky doesn't shine for me. It shines for boys with a mind way beyond his time, For boys whose heart leaks through the ink of his pen like an embedded vein.
Every night I realise my insignificance, and the death of my poetry whilst yours beats strongly; eternally.
So I'm sorry I write things because I only feel like it, okay? But not everyone can explode into a smattering of stars and flames;
Like you do.
This was written in a personal notebook a few months prior, on March 22nd at around 3am. As of 2 months ago, I no longer feel as intensely about the topic. I rediscovered the poem today and wanted to post it here, enjoy!