Relapse & recap,
To the girl you use to be,
All your hopes & dreams flushed down,
The toilet,
Cheeks flushed red,
Angry at myself again,
Better off dead,
A mistake you said,
I was,
Knives & needles,
Are my bestfriends,
They know me from the inside,
We share the same blood,
Metaphorically of course.