Inside I'm weary
tired of all the *******
I can't see clearly
A lot of things don't makes sense

Why do I have to ******* complain?
It would be easier for me to shut my mouth
Is it me going ******* insane
Or the world trying to stop my mouth?

So much misery out there
I have it good to think about it
Do people really care
Or is it a sign to **** the innocent?

I struggle with happiness
I want it all from the start
Doesn't everyone deserves it
Or is it just a role to play the part

The day crashes over me
And I stare into the sun
I clearly can see
What I have become

It doesn't take a rocket scientist
To see I'm alone with my thoughts
Trying hard to expel the darkness
I've went through rounds when I fought

My life has become a blank slate
All I have is words on my mind
I have wondered how well I rate
But looking back I've lost ******* time