higher!!!! more
   in tune: more cognizant:
helpful,

instead of burying my head
   let me:
help an old lady,

feed a stray kitten,
     instead of grey
matter:  stacking in me.

self absorbed: get off
     my throne: say,
what might I do for you?

Can I wash your dishes?
        take out your garbage?
Buy you groceries.

Teach you two plus two?
           equals us and
the future.

Or assist a dog *******
              starving hungry,
with giving a bone?

Where is my happiness?
            is it in wobbly drunkenness?
I am asking,

All these questions;
      of me:
not of you.