I still love you or at least I still love that girl that I met, the one who played with bugs and was so fluttery herself. I've written this before this lacks any spark I've taken this fall before this lacks any treachery I've blurted this apology before this lacks any meaning But if I could take the he out of them and leave a speakable word, I would say it with you and if I could take the last four months out of forever I would die to do it
I needed a rock but all I found was rock bottom No one could have stopped me I was so determined to find it Maybe a failure doesn't bounce until he hits the ground but I'm not sure I want to live with the bruises Hurting you is the deepest darkest largest bruise that I covet and I use that word for a reason Its not right how close I come to wanting what I hate Some of these walls are learned but they're all self made including the one that stands between my heart and yours and right now the person I am would trade everything he has for the knowledge possessed by an expertly trained demolitions team but HE CANT and he knows good and well that if he did the person he becomes in those few candlelight hours of slumber between today and tomorrow would only use the stolen craft to come crashing down on himself and on you