Towards the house you can hear the yelling. Walking in.. Why did I walk in... Table broken. Veins popping on a crimson face. Suicidal tendencies. The urge taking place. Not feeling at home, in your own home. Rushing upstairs you're better off alone. Always something new, everyday. Transcending into a distant place. Old habits coming back. Everything in a flash. Acquire protection before it's too late. Seems as though those around you control your fate.. Numb. Always numb. Bringing you down when you need them the most. Perfect family? It's all a hoax.