I can see three skies on the interior of my eyelids, and I just got a text from my friends at a party; it's well past dark and it feels like Genoa and Home and London all in one. I keep waking up and dozing off again; ******* fits and trazodone dreams. I feel like I'm trapped in a time loop; Groundhog Day, but every day I love a new person, but you always come around, always on my mind and I do not know how to keep you out of my brain, how to keep you near me.