You have been on my mind for a few days now
to the point it’s keeping me up at night
sometimes I feel so lucky to have known you
because with you everything felt alright
Then there are days where I hate knowing your Existence
your poison to anyone you get close to
you take them and use them for all that they have
until they are of no use to you
that’s what you did with me
I did everything you asked me to
I even took interest to the things I found boring
just to better understand you
I loved you with every fiber inside of me
to the point I became overwhelmed
I loved you to the point I lost myself
and I didn’t know how to love anybody else
You didn’t care though, i never mattered
I was a game piece to your game
you went from wanting every inch of me
to despising me including my name
you destroyed me inside and out
and I’m left picking up the pieces
having you in my memory is a curse
that once upon a time left me speechless.