Today I'm sad. Today I'm upset. I wish I could just go back to bed. All I wanna do is cry. But if I cry someone is gunna ask why. Then I have to explain and there's some many reasons why. Misty fm them I don't want to get into. I just want Chinese food and to watch Saturday night live. But I can't. And that's the only thing that's gunna make me happy right now.  Holding back tears is the worst. Especially at school. I just wanna go to bed.