NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW HARD I TRY TO STOP THEY ASK ME TO PROMISE BUT I CAN’T. DON’T DO IT TO HURT ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF, I DON’T DO IT WHERE YOU CAN SEE. YOU LOOK AT ME AND THINK THAT I’M THE HAPPY LITTLE GIRL THAT HAS EVERYTHING THAT SHE WANTS, BUT INSIDE I’M DYING SLOWLY SCREAMING BUT NO ONE HEARS. THEY CAN’T SEE HOW HURT I AM INSIDE NOT EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT ARE CLOSEST TO ME. I’M THE BEST FRIEND THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND AND DAUGHTER, NOT THE KID THAT NEEDS HELP. and i feel like i'm slowly fading away.